Several days ago wanted to write a Chinese dairy, wrote a half of it, didn’t want to go on....but, to my surprise, haven’t renew it since ten days……so lazy……In fact, after CET---4, after quiz, so many words want to say, but, don’t know how to say, a little pain, a little disappointment. Perhaps believe myself that I should and could and have to make myself face it, and make more effort about it and begin anew. Think myself in details, which aspect for me don’t need effort??? No… Because I am stupid, I have to spend more time to do something which others could do easy. Most time, I look busy, for the things others have finished long ago. Once asked myself why I was stupid, why I could do nothing well, why I hadn’t any features made me comforted myself, why……Sometimes chatted with my roommates, “do yourself, if you are happy, you are successful” she said. Maybe she is right. In fact, I’m lucky, I have dad and mom who love me more than everything, I have many friends, who could help me whenever I need, so no doubt, I am happiness……So since I was a child, I love smiling, it is the only things I could do easy…... No matter what things I met, I could face it smiling. Many friends admire that I am always happy, but few friends know many times I disliked myself…I don’t know the future is good or not, but I am sure I could smile, whenever, forever……Do things I could do, do things I could make effort, others, I have no ideas……

Yesterday watched the World Cup match at 00:00, the first time watched it about two hours, the first time knew it was so excellent…… I remembered four years ago, my classmates all watched it crazily, so I watched a few minutes, but when I fount that Ronaldo who was said to be the best football player was so ugly that…(perhaps many fans will beat me heavily when they read it…) In the college, I love to watch the football match again because of our own football team, they are all excellent! Every game they played earnestly, love their solidarity in the match, and their humor and happiness after the game…So if the time allowed, we always went and cheered for them, celebrated them when they won, comforted them when they lost, no matter what the result was, we all support them forever, they are the best~~~~~

Just now the match finished, our website is so poor that I could not connect with the CCTV-5, but heard that England team made all their fans disappointed…...

Gave my mother a call this evening, feel happy……”Why not phone me so long?” mom complained…er…”it has been rained for several days…”I answered with a little embarrassed…An hour past so fast, but have to stop, told her I had booked the ticket, told her I would move house, told her the new house was in the seventh, told her I was healthy……So many little things want to tell her, feel happiness……knew that her work was comfortable, I was disburdened……We are all on the parents’ mind, in the same way, they are also on our mind……So no matter busy you are,. remember your parents and give them a phone, they will feel more happy than yourselves……

My roommate asked me if my space were English, she said she had no strength to read English now……But……I want to insist on……

   The reading book has been completed a half, as if it is not so annoying just like the beginning, but the other half of that book is waiting for my effort, wish my reading book should be completed before the quiz come… Several days wrote things about my English, about my exam, even myself felt boring, if we all live in order to prepare many many exams? Today our physics teacher told us a word in the middle of the class----the following content is not for the exam. After this word, the silent classroom became boiling, “ students study all in order to the exams…”he sighed. If all the college time spent in this……what a pity……

   Heard that the plan of playing together to outside would be canceled because so few girls want to go… perhaps they are all busy about their own things, perhaps they have no interest in this activity. If we it is canceled really, maybe, it is a pity, at least, I believe……

   Today , wearing a skirt as I want to escape the running,^_^ In fact, I cleared my chest last night, and found this skirt unconsciously, so…… haven’t wore skirt for a long time, because I felt myself so fat to wear it. Today I found not only because of fat, but it is not comfortable. So tomorrow, not wearing skirt all the same……

  Yesterday and today, two days, only read one article, almost three thousands words, My God…My English is poor, and when I read it, I felt that I was so tired, and a little moment, I went to sleeping… Someone told me, studying language must have the inspiration about it…...One day, chuanchuan asked me: aren’t you curious on how to express some meanings in foreign language? My answer was that foreign language was so difficult to study… Seeing her studying Japanese so interesting, admiring……

  Quiz is coming, CET—4 is coming too, so have to make efforts of English, whether like it or not……But how to do to keep waking??…

  Say something happy, today we went to eat a meal in laosichuan, Tingting and her boyfriend treat us, all the food were peppery, so content…Thank you very mush, give you my best blessing, wish you happy forever…

  Every week, our English teacher gave us some questions to solve, this week is also, but……

  This week our title is “design competition”, six students made up of one group, designed our garden in the middle of our school building. We discussed a lot of it, and thought several projects, but, a little ashamed, we all used in Chinese, when the teacher came, we stopped talking. After thirty minutes discussing, teacher gave us some papers to decide the sequence of speaking in front of all students…I didn’t know why he made several papers, and he asked us choose one paper, and I got one thinking nothing, suddenly the teacher said, oh, OK, you are NO.1….My god…all of our members blame me, especially someone said he want to tell me not take the paper at once, but it is a little late… Next task was decide who went to speak on the platform. We all don’t want to go, but our team must go to speak first because of my mistake……The result was I went to the platform, and I stood beside the blackboard tensely, and before I spoke, I should draw a picture about our work, but I fount I don’t know how to draw the labyrinth(迷宫) we designed, so I only drew a snaky hallway, then a difficult problem was I didn’t know how to read the word, and read it several times, no body understood, only teacher look at my notebook, and he was the only one who knew what I draw……Another disgrace behavior, but it seems that I have been used to……Blame myself again, but this class passed so fast...

 Go on my English diary…Time is flying, just as I wrote this sentence more than one time…I have intended to review CET-4 since this term begin, but my book is also a new book, I should blame myself deeply. Perhaps because I have a lot of things to do, but now I don’t think I have any harvests in these busy days. Prepared exams is the first reason, but after the exam finished, the book was put in the bookshelf, and wasn’t used forever, several days later, what remembered? Nothing… Doing experiments is the second reason, just read the book, and do what the book wrote, when the experiment finished, the only feeling is tired, and also get nothing……Yesterday my classmates in high school asked me playing games, I told him I didn’t play games. He was surprised. But the reality is this… Admire others read a lot of books, be accomplished in many sports or others, but I know nothing……What I can do is only going on, my college life, maybe when the college life is end, I will miss these days……Yesterday, a man asked us to borrow our football, and played it several minutes, looking at his happy expression, we all knew that he missed school very very much……so, the second time, tell myself, tell all my friends, cherish for our lives in the university, they are invaluable to us~~~~

 A little boring, so many things to do… time is flying. This week has past again. Two days has been spent by the chemistry experiment. The forth experiment, the worst experiment. Others said this is the easiest one, but we went out the laboratory at 00:30…Teacher said this is his first time stay in the laboratory so late. We answered, we have been used to… Six students did one experiment together. Deeply felt how difficult the cooperation is again……

 The first day, we went to a teacher’s house to get the air. So far that we had a little tired…When we came back to the laboratory, our members were all busy… After things had been all ready, we begin to work together… the first time, unqualified; that time we had the energy to do the second time, unqualified too; the third time, all of us were a little boring, and a little impatient, but no other methods, do it again… the last time, victory!! But our neighbor was more unfortunate… they did six time, but the result was also unfavorable. I stayed there with them all the time, tired but happy, because their spirit of never give up……

 One of our members summarized I must leave the laboratory the last time… no words to answer…

 The second day, we had the worst luck… We did any thing carefully, the result is also bad… why???? We all don’t know….In the lab, only we two do the boring work one by one time, my mood was down at that time, the partner asked me why, my answer is easy, in fact, only because I don’t know why the result is bad…Maybe the attitude needs to change, teacher told us, the more you do, the more you find…at last, you will be never fear anything. He also said, in the laboratory of their team, girls are doing anything as boys, no girls in their team are no crying……so fearful…Be worried about my future, more and more……

  Saturday and Sunday are two happy days… our athletic meeting was interesting, because we had to go to the class, so the short time in the sports grounds we were cherishing it…shout loudly, so cool…we played the whole Sunday day, so happy, got three jigsaws, a friend asked me why I stayed their all day, no answer, only like ……

Several days, busy, the article was wrote a half, and do the other things, today have the time to write it completely, so difficult… several difficult things has been completed, although the quality is…… just so so……

 It is time to get free, wait this time so long, but don’t know what should be done in these days… wish the holiday will be happy…

 又有机会写中文了，嘿嘿~~~开心~~~~

   连续几天，忙……一天写有机论文，到五点；一天复习法基，到三点…….考完法基，无论结果如何，轻松了许多，虽然还要做有机实验，虽然还要写设计报告，虽然还要交什么都不懂的数据库期中作业，虽然还要写选修的论文，虽然还有为期不远的有机考试，虽然……不管怎样，先休息一下，真的好累，眼睛又有复发的可能，无奈，安慰自己，经历越多，就会越坚强……

正吃着一顿超级难吃的饭，她们说：“秀颖吃的什么呀？好香啊~~~~”无语……口味不同，怎么就茄子里面会有鱼腥味呢？不解，早晨都没吃饭的我，还是很难咽下这带着浓浓鱼腥味的午饭，倒了，真的吃不下……

上次庭婷说，秀颖啊，再开一个MSN吧，实在受不了再看英文日志了……我笑着反驳，我写英文也挺不容易……其实确实，看着满眼的英文字母，就有很大的反感情绪，但还是坚持下去吧，不知道会有什么帮助，会有什么收获，只是没有理由地不想放弃，坚持，至少会有一点成就感吧，也许是想给自己留下一点值得回忆的东西，让自己知道每天都胡乱忙了些什么，也不至于整天责备自己，呵呵，难为那些关心我的好朋友们了，实在不好意思……

昨天有机专题报告颁奖，虽然没有参加，有点遗憾，但吃到了一等奖的巧克力，吃到了二等奖的巧克力，分享了一下别人的甜蜜滋味，嗯，感觉不错，以后还是要学会珍惜，错过了，就没有了……

明天是某人十八岁生日啦，终于可以摆托未成年人的称号了，一直想着能参加个宣誓仪式什么的，可没有这个机会，嘿嘿，可怜……虽然他不会来这里看看，但还是想说一句生日快乐，说不定什么时候无聊，来这里逛逛的时候，看到了，也会有一点点的感动吧，呵呵……

说了一大堆，想到什么就写什么，好不容易有一个写中文日志的机会，还好，没有浪费，还是答题吧~~~~

1、2006年,你的野心是什么?

  去歧澳岛，想了很久了，也不知道能不能实现…

2、如果你可以变成动漫或卡通里的角色，你会变成谁?

   白雪公主，如果可以的话，嘿嘿…

3、你睡前最后一个念头是什么?

   做个好梦…

4、另一半出轨的话你怎么做?

   反抗咯~~~

5、如果另一半出轨,但是真心诚意的改正错误,你会原谅他吗?

   不知道，太成人话的问题没法答…

6、被我点名了你开心吗?

开心！！！！又多了一次写中文日志的机会~~~

7、你有失眠过吗?

只有睡不够的记忆…
8、春节了,想不想自己有新变化?（外表或思想）

想，长一岁了，总要有点变化嘛~~~
9、要是有一天你发现你出生时被抱错了```

亲情不问出处，怎样的亲情都会是最可贵的…
10、心目中的理想伴侣是怎样的?

不太确定…

11、如果打开电脑发现所有的文档和文件都不见了会有什么反应?

又中毒了，无奈…
12、有了500万你要怎么花?

接爸爸妈妈到自己身边，让他们幸福快乐的生活…

13、我在你心中是怎样的人?

勤劳认学，好像特别喜欢图书馆…
14、能否让爱变的简单?

能，简单一点的，会很久……
15、你什么时候写的BLOG?为什么开始?得到了什么收获?

今年3月份？大概吧，因为老师让写英文日记，至于收获嘛，一份坚持的心情吧~~~

16、怎样才算成熟起来了?

不知道，也许有天把所有的事情都看得很开，就算成熟了…

17、你觉得生活是什么颜色的?

粉色的，温暖的，充满感动的…
18、你愿意为你爱的人无限付出吗?

愿意
19、无聊的时候会想什么?

乱七八糟的回忆

20、觉得音乐因什么而存在?

  好高深的问题，也许会是心情，至少自己这么认为…

21、从出生到现在,你最后悔的一件事是什么?

  草率地约定离开家好远好远……

22、谁说的什么话让你终生难忘?

  有些话也许现在会记得很深，但不知道会不会记一辈子

 23、你有梦想吗?

  一定有啦~~~

24、你做过的最不后悔的一件事(但别人觉得你都会后悔)是什么

不知道，搜索了一下，没找到答案，以后想到了再回来补吧
25、你觉得你最不能伤谁的心?

妈妈
26、你现在的QQ或MSN签名是什么?为什么?

越来越脆弱，越来越怕孤单……也许是受了一点点刺激，想了很久才写上去的，想象中没有朋友的日子会是很恐怖的，也许还是太脆弱……
27、你认为你大学生活中最应该感谢的是谁?为什么?

好多好多，没有他们，我的大学生活会过得很糟……

28、当你先后失去亲情友情爱情之后,你会怎样?

完全崩溃……
29、你喜欢看动画不?最喜欢哪一部?

不太喜欢 

30、有一天你起床发现生活在贫民窟里你会怎么办?

想办法回来，嘿嘿~~~~

31、如果有一天你失去了理想,失去了生活的动力,你会怎样?

 重头再来

32、什么样的另一半会让你受不了

不知道……
33你认为性生活中谁应该采取主动?

…………………………………………
34如果硬要你选择,你觉得朋友和情人哪个你更加不能失去?

 朋友

35如果有一天你发现所有人都背叛你,你会怎么做?

 反思……

36你觉得人生意义何在？

 有时候也会傻傻地问自己人为什么要活着，因为我们有机会能够来到这个世界，就应该好好地珍惜生命，好好地活着……

37 你最想见的一个人是谁?

 妈妈，真的好想回家，好想好想……

38 当BLOG不再成为潮流的时候你还会坚持下去吗？

 也许会把它当成一个日记本吧，变成自己的Blog

加一题 心情不好时，会怎么办？

这次点传传吧~~~

  This morning got up eight o’clock, for I should go to the lesson of Communist Party of china. So unwillingly, we went there as we knew that the lesson must be boring enough…But in the middle of the lesson we realized that we were wrong. The teacher comes from the philosophy department, who gave us a wonderful lesson. The center title about this lesson are the purpose of CPC and communists’ role of their vanguard and exemplary. But the contents are not only about them, even if you are not a communist, what the teacher said is important for your future…

 Serving the people heart and soul is the purpose of our CPC. In the time of peace, it is more difficult in doing something for this purpose than saying, what shall we do? Teacher gave us four suggestions: First, foster correct world outlook and views on life. It is necessary, no news. Second, do the paper work seriously, this is also an old title. Third, take care of and understand the people by your side honestly. This is a new article for us, treating one of your friends well is easy, but the difficult thing is treating all the people well…You should forgive and understand others, and help them honestly…Maybe it is difficult for all of us. But if we really do it well, our lives must be more perfect. Forth, treat the consecration and the honor correctly. Teacher gave us some examples about it, which made us understand it deeply. Yes, the society is not fair all the time, if we had no enough preparative to treat well about the unfair things, we should have many problems in the psychologically. And if we consecrated only by getting the honor, it is dangerous……

 We should have the strong will and the wisdom and courage in which we treat with the discouragement correctly in our work and life. Only we have the correct attitude about our lives, we could be happy forever……It is fortunate that we have the lives, so we have the right to make our lives more wonderful and colorful, wish all of you……

  This afternoon got a letter from my father, happy but scared. Every time I read the letter, tears covers my face, because of moving, because of heavenliness, because of……much feeling couldn’t be expressed by words, what I can say is that I’m proud as I have my parents. They gave me so many that I couldn’t pay off all my life. They told: “we only wish you should be healthy and happy forever…” In order to my parents loving me so deeply, in order to all my friends, in order to myself, I will do my best keeping healthy and being an optimistic girl.

  This evening our head-teacher came to see us. What a substantial day~~~ He talked to us about three hours, a lovely teacher! The main idea is that advising us not waste time… yes, so much time wasted, from now on, make great efforts!!!!

 So tired…I am shame-making to tell it as I don’t do any significative things. In my memory, I can’t remember what I did made me so boring. This noon slept about two hours, but in the afternoon, I looked depressed all the time……Our English teacher didn’t come to our class, we were waiting for him at all times, talking with my roommate about the msn belonged to our team. Several days it hasn’t changed. A little sorrowful…My ability of cooperation is weakened in the lowest point. In the high school, I remembered I could let many classmates do some things together. But now I have no passion to force them to do what they don’t want to do, perhaps I couldn’t complete it myself…I will insist on to the best of my ability, maybe I couldn’t do it well, but I really have no other methods…

 Say something interesting, yesterday we played an entertaining sport, if you are a student in zhuhai, you must know this sport-----you can call it orienteering, but it is more interesting than orienteering, it is the sports for the non-specialized person. Next I will introduce it at full length. The rule is: first, choose an envelop which has a picture taken in our campus, what should we do is that find the place in the picture, and at there find another envelop, there is a different picture in it, find the place…at last, the picture write: you have success~~

 The whole process:

 This is the first place we should find, the picture in the left is easy to find, but the envelop isn’t in there, and the other picture is very difficult to find, about five minutes after, jinhui found it in the third floor..

   This is the second place, so longer…at the R-12, fortunately, jinhui knew this point, so the only boy in our team run there first, and found the third envelop. At that time, we all have the energy to run…

This is the third place, the bamboo hurst, we found the envelop a long time, at last, our only boy, and the tallest one found it behind the stone…

This is the forth place, a signage for loving trees, after some efforts, we found it beside a biggest trees.

This is the fifth place, my god!! After we run from rongyuan to liyuan, in the other word, we run all through the whole campus, we knew that we were wrong, the place is in the chemistry laboratory...we run back to the laboratory and found the forth envelop, the result is terrible----we all didn’t know where the place is in!

 This is the sixth place, we guessed maybe it is the gymnasium, but our efforts were waste……Afterward, we knew it is in the rongyuan’s center square. When we got there we discovered there are several same places......no words~~ At that time, I have been so tired, as I sit down one of the place, I saw the envelop……

The seven place is the easiest one, in the athletic field. But we have no energy expect the only boy in our team…

This is the eight place, we only knew the direction probably, we really tired, talking, thinking and walking, beside the ruohai we found it…

This is the ninth place, seeing this we were all excided as this place was discussed more times…perhaps the mood gave us energy, we began to run again, in there we found the last envelop, so surprised, it is a picture I put it in my space and found it a lot of times…

About two hours we completed, this is our team…although very tired, we were all happy~~~