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   Several days ago wanted to write a Chinese dairy, wrote a half of it, didn’t want to go on....but, to my surprise, haven’t renew it since ten days……so lazy……In fact, after CET---4, after quiz, so many words want to say, but, don’t know how to say, a little pain, a little disappointment. Perhaps believe myself that I should and could and have to make myself face it, and make more effort about it and begin anew. Think myself in details, which aspect for me don’t need effort??? No… Because I am stupid, I have to spend more time to do something which others could do easy. Most time, I look busy, for the things others have finished long ago. Once asked myself why I was stupid, why I could do nothing well, why I hadn’t any features made me comforted myself, why……Sometimes chatted with my roommates, “do yourself, if you are happy, you are successful” she said. Maybe she is right. In fact, I’m lucky, I have dad and mom who love me more than everything, I have many friends, who could help me whenever I need, so no doubt, I am happiness……So since I was a child, I love smiling, it is the only things I could do easy…... No matter what things I met, I could face it smiling. Many friends admire that I am always happy, but few friends know many times I disliked myself…I don’t know the future is good or not, but I am sure I could smile, whenever, forever……Do things I could do, do things I could make effort, others, I have no ideas……

Yesterday watched the World Cup match at 00:00, the first time watched it about two hours, the first time knew it was so excellent…… I remembered four years ago, my classmates all watched it crazily, so I watched a few minutes, but when I fount that Ronaldo who was said to be the best football player was so ugly that…(perhaps many fans will beat me heavily when they read it…) In the college, I love to watch the football match again because of our own football team, they are all excellent! Every game they played earnestly, love their solidarity in the match, and their humor and happiness after the game…So if the time allowed, we always went and cheered for them, celebrated them when they won, comforted them when they lost, no matter what the result was, we all support them forever, they are the best~~~~~

Just now the match finished, our website is so poor that I could not connect with the CCTV-5, but heard that England team made all their fans disappointed…...

Gave my mother a call this evening, feel happy……”Why not phone me so long?” mom complained…er…”it has been rained for several days…”I answered with a little embarrassed…An hour past so fast, but have to stop, told her I had booked the ticket, told her I would move house, told her the new house was in the seventh, told her I was healthy……So many little things want to tell her, feel happiness……knew that her work was comfortable, I was disburdened……We are all on the parents’ mind, in the same way, they are also on our mind……So no matter busy you are,. remember your parents and give them a phone, they will feel more happy than yourselves……

My roommate asked me if my space were English, she said she had no strength to read English now……But……I want to insist on……

   The reading book has been completed a half, as if it is not so annoying just like the beginning, but the other half of that book is waiting for my effort, wish my reading book should be completed before the quiz come… Several days wrote things about my English, about my exam, even myself felt boring, if we all live in order to prepare many many exams? Today our physics teacher told us a word in the middle of the class----the following content is not for the exam. After this word, the silent classroom became boiling, “ students study all in order to the exams…”he sighed. If all the college time spent in this……what a pity……

   Heard that the plan of playing together to outside would be canceled because so few girls want to go… perhaps they are all busy about their own things, perhaps they have no interest in this activity. If we it is canceled really, maybe, it is a pity, at least, I believe……

   Today , wearing a skirt as I want to escape the running,^_^ In fact, I cleared my chest last night, and found this skirt unconsciously, so…… haven’t wore skirt for a long time, because I felt myself so fat to wear it. Today I found not only because of fat, but it is not comfortable. So tomorrow, not wearing skirt all the same……